Third Month: 1st Milestone achieved…

The initial three months are said to be most crucial and in medical terms they are categorized into First Trimester. These are the months when you are overwhelmed by the realization of being pregnant but at the same time you are traumatized with the morning sickness and the acidic bouts that seem to be regular these days.  The very 1^st month goes by, you wondering whether you are going to be pregnant this time or not while the second month goes by in a flicker of anxiety and enchantment but the third month is more awakening and exhausting. Awakening in the sense that you feel all filled up with the maternal instincts that seem to have been absent this long; exhausting because you seem to be puking your intestines out and feeling sick all the time.

With the onset of the third month, there are noticeable mood swings and sudden gust of emotions; emotions like crying without any reason or being questioning oneself about the present state or blaming the partner for being pregnant; and believe me all this are normal (I myself used to cry like a baby and question Sanjeev, ‘why the hell I was crying?’). For partners this might be a bit irritating but you have to be patient, supporting and comforting at the same time. I know it is difficult as I have seen Sanjeev have a hard time to tackle but remember it is us who is taking the burden of bearing the child as well as going through all the hormonal changes within our body. So, guys just take a chill pill and relax as this is just the beginning. ;)

By this time you would probably want to tell the whole world that you are pregnant but in India we have been prejudiced by the society about the evil intentions of people and that being one of the reasons of miscarriage. So, though you are bubbling inside to tell everyone you are silenced by the thought of something bad is going to happen. But don’t you worry whenever you tell your friends you are pregnant they will understand why you didn’t tell them earlier.

Now, when I was in my third month I was shaken by news of me and Sanjeev moving to the States. This news was also received with a mixture of emotions as we were thrilled at the idea but at the same time we were a bit worried about how everything is going to turn out. My parents though happy about Sanjeev’s good fortune but they were distressed by the fact that their only child (that’s me) has to be away at this time in her life when she needed them the most. Sanjeev and I were very concerned also so we started having long conversation about whether I should stay back in India with my parents or accompany Sanjeev. After much thought I decided to accompany Sanjeev as it was his child after all; I couldn't be so selfish as to leave him behind and experience all the wonderful moments myself but I wanted him to have his share of excitement and relish the special moments that was yet to come.  

Irony seems to be my second name from the start, when one makes an exit another one is just around the corner. So, now I am in the midst of two ironies; so, typical of meL. Deciding wasn’t enough I guess; now we had a few items to do before we leave.  Being pregnant (and according to my doc, high risk pregnancy), we had to pack not only for our trip but also pack all our things for shifting and that was really a nightmare for me. But all is well that ends well and finally we did everything.

Apart from the ironies, I had the privilege of being pampered by Maa and Bou for two wonderful weeks. Firstly Maa and Situn arrived and Maa cooked all my favorite delicacies, I really enjoyed them while eating but my owing to my disastrous acidic bouts I puked them out in a few minutes :P all her efforts seemed to go in vain. But she still didn’t lose hope and cooked for me. 

Next came Bou and I was taken on a shopping spree to buy maternity clothes. She also took me to the parlor and my senses were rejuvenated (oh!!! I enjoyed that). Bou also cooked me some of my favorite dishes but a much simpler and more digest-able with less spice and masala which was a blessing for my sick stomach. I even got an idea from her not to eat to my fill at a single go as that would upset my tired digestive organs but to eat consistently at equal intervals so as to avoid both gastric and acidic bouts. Oh!!! Yes that helped a lot and my stomach sighed a relief of thanks to me, and I to Bou. J 

When finally the third month came to an end, I couldn’t wait another day to tell everyone and I sent a mail to all my loved ones to notify that (at long last) I was pregnant. And that’s when congratulations flowed in and with it came all sorts and kinds of advices.

So, finally my First Trimester came to an end relieving me of all the possible casualties associated with it. I had reached my 1st Milestone and that was really a great achievement. JJJ 

N.B : Sanjeev, I could have never crossed the first phase without your support and comfort. You were always there for me whenever I need you, before as well as now. I love you.

Bou, thanks for that parlor trip as I enjoyed every moment of being pampered and my senses were completely rejuvenated.

Maa, thanks for the home cooked delicacies.